Overwhelmed

hitting rock bottom
Never felt so real
My body is aching
A pain I can feel
The sudden realization
That you can't get much lower

It's easy to say "try harder,"
Or "get back up, and keep going"
But can you actually do it?
Can you fight the doubts
That fill your head
Like an empty room

How long does it take to climb out
The hole is too deep
No one can hear you shout
It's dark and clammy
But a light shines from above
A drop of rain falls on your head

this place cannot be conquered
It's is a realm of nothing
An empty void
For all the losers and rejects
It's holds your secrets
It holds your fears

Tell me, friend
What do you do in a place like this
Stuck in here with no way out
Every sounds
Coming from the darkness
Can you survive a night?

Overwhelmed with life
Its too much at once
The consequences are brutal
The fall is painful
Looking for an answer
In a place of shadows

Burn the Evidence

Stash it away

Put it on a shelf

Hide it in the corner

Don't keep it to yourself

I threw it away

It was bad for my health

One mans trash

Is another mans treasure

I threw away my treasure

So to you its just trash

Garbage

A load of shit

Kick it to the side

Run it over with your car

Tell me it's the right way

Without it I'll go far

Maybe down the street

To the local bar

Relief

You've taught me a lesson

I won't do it again

I've tried to stay away

But I find a way back

This time I'm sure

I'll stay where I stand

Lack of fear

Abundance of tension

Release the emotions

Leave an impression

Print it on paper

Let the world read it

Make a copy

It's not the original

I've stopped looking for it

Cause if it exists

It's just like me

And it won't be looking either

Unseen

Daydreams

Blowing smoke like a chimney 

Like an old engine made of steam

Appreciating my low self esteem

No need to go out

No need to leave

Old guitar strings

And old broken tune

A strong wind

A cool breeze

I give you everything

To keep you pleased

Do you see?

Churning my feelings

Turning them to cream

Take my love

Take my plead

Insanity

My goods are damaged

Buy them for cheap

My thoughts are blue

Fingers turn green

Understand the world

Not everything is seen

Scribbling

He still writes

She still does not reply

He still spills his heart out

She still asks why

He still wonders about forever

And she doesn't know the answer

He is ready to go

Bags packed

Boots strapped

Focused on the target

The ultimate mission

He's here for something

He finds his peace

In the realm alone

He guesses

Happiness is the key to all

But it's not

It's your doom, your fall

They don't make sense

He doesn't understand

He doesn't want to know

He likes to be pitied

But in fact he doesn't

Just someone that will care enough

It doesn't matter

He's used to it

He's not worried

If he finds it or not

Cause in the end

His thirst won't be satisfied

He wants to be like them

Ignorant, happy

But he is better then they are

He just can't accept it

He's too smart for the world

The world is not enough

Sci-fi Religion

What meets the eye

Afraid of the unknown

The void is calling

We don't want to go

God is real

You just don't know

The religion of explanation

A state of mind

You look for happiness

But you are blind

Not everything has an answer

Knowledge is a cancer

Information overload

Watch my brain explode

Power in the hands of the primitive

Courage for the weak

Greed for the needy

Turning frogs into toads

Let the blood flow

Spread through the body

Miracles 

Watching mountains move

Buildings crumble on command

Hearts shatter on the ground

Like a platter in the sand

A star falls to the ground

Burning, chaos

A madman roams the streets of Miami

Telling the people

Telling them the truth

Let me open your eye

You'll understand

Let me soothe your pain

I'll take it in

Let me hold you tight

Until I take your breath away

Bang Your Head

Against the wall

Against the car

Against the tree

Against the floor

Hit it a hundred times

Until it starts to bleed

Tell me your sorry

I'll tell you my grief

Cut out my lungs

Just so I can't breathe

Looking for a way out

I can't fucking leave

Tell me a story

Lay me to sleep 

Send me a prayer

Written on a leaf

Legs crossed

He begins to meditate

Standing in the tall grass

Thinking nothing...

He dreams

Wishing he could leave

Leave me alone

Leave me alone!!

She has a boyfriend

She tricked him all along

She made him think

His life could be perfect

The perfect disguise

It was just a lie

Dirty realizations

He never even knew

Stupid poems

That could never have use

Read them a couple times

Eventually they'll make sense