Little star

Oh little star 

How I wish,

I could be where you are

Floating in space

Looking down upon us all

What are your struggles?

Oh little star

Just an hour of your passion

A burning sensation

Levitating freely

In the presence of god

What do you love?

Oh little star

How I wonder

What you really are

An old soul

Passed on from earth

Are you alive?

Little star

Tell me your secret

Tell me what it's like

To inspire generations of poets,

Artists, architects, leaders

Where have you been?

Oh little star

If only you could share your wisdom

Of what you seen 

What you've heard

Where you've been

How old are you?

Oh little star

As I sit in awestruck wonder

I'd like to meet your maker

Your creator

You look so small, little, so subtle

But you're a giant

The Rock Star

He was a simple piece of matter

Floating in the void

Eternity

With his millions of brothers and sisters

They were happy

They were glad

They maintained their pull

To one another

To their mother and father

Grandfather and grandmother

Bonded forever

Inseparable

At one point

Things got real cold

Almost freezing

There was a force 

That only affected him

It pushed him

He cried for help

But no one could help

They were all... Simple matter

It didn't move fast

But it didn't take long

He said goodbye, farewell

He felt himself drifting

And each second that passed

His brothers got smaller

He felt bigger

He had no pull on his being

He felt strong

As he got farther

He got much colder

Freezing

As he froze, he crystallized

And as he crystallized

His will began to burn

Angst

Obsession

Passion

For family

Friends

Loneliness

He felt a fire in his core

And it kept him warm at first

But it soon started to grow

And it turned all the crystal

Into light

He became a star

LEAVE

Listen to my words

I can no longer stand it

Evil spirit, depression

I say to you now

Leave me alone

Leave me be

Hear me now

I'm tired of it

I don't want you anymore

Anger, annoyance

Leave me be

Leave me alone

Envy, you dirty spirit

I don't wanna see you anymore

I look around, and hate people

You nasty feeling!!

Get out of my life

Leave!

Lustful, desiring

Pleasure seems like my only escape

Let me be

Unchain me

Leave, leave, leave

Leave me alone!

Addiction, hunger for more

I don't need you anymore

You are not needed

Get out of my mind

Get out my soul

Leave!

Disgusting thoughts

Horrific feelings

Sore feet

And aching heart

I'm fighting back

LEAVE!!!

Cat

I don't get it

What else am I supposed to do

I write you

But you ignore me

Are you playing a game?

Messing with my brain

I wanna be myself

But you can't accept it

I'm not gonna put a mask on

Just so I can get it

If you want it, say it

But don't waste my time

I smoke 

I drink

I drive

I lie

We're all humans

We all die

Learn to love

Forgive

Accept 

And forget

I'd rather be rude and true

Then false and blue

Roses are red

You get inside my head

Sometimes it slips

Just like a sled

But that shouldn't matter

Ill end up in my bed

Peaceful

Resting

Waiting for tomorrow

And if it never comes

I'll be glad I didn't follow

Didn't fall into the sorrow

Me

I'm not good enough

I could never please a woman

I could never keep her happy

I couldn't keep a conversation going

I couldn't make her laugh

I'm not worth it

Why would anyone even bother

To get to know someone so plain

So boring, average, insane...

I'm crazy, I'm not good for anything

Worthless, selfish, alone

All I can do is dream

I'm not worth her time

Why would they even wanna know me

I'm stupid, immature, weak

Ask me a question, I'm real short

My temper isn't long 

My ideas are wrong

You look at me

I don't know how to look back

I want to be with her

But I can't express it

I try my hardest

But it's never enough

I have no time for her

I work all day

Come straight home, tired

I hate life itself

And I just wanna be alone

What am I worth?

Im a friend for dogs

A consumer for beer products

Cigarette companies love me

Girls judge me by the cover

And think I'm cool, but I'm not...

Me

Burning

I feel this passion

 Burning within

A passion to love

A passion to hold

A passion to kiss

A passion too bold

I'm losing my mind

I can't hold it anymore

I don't want to exist

I don't want to be

I don't want to do

I don't want to see

A beautiful girl

With a beautiful soul

To make my day

When I'm all alone

To blow the time away

And forget my way

Id rather hang from a tree

With a rope around my neck

Run off of a cliff

Crash to the ground

I see so many ungrateful men

With truly faithful women

Am I really that shitty..??

Am I that worthless?

I don't know how to break the ice

Nor do I know how to speak

But human law says

Men should approach women..

I'm not confident

Not strong

I'm not sure

But on the inside, I'm

Burning

And I'm sick of it

Movie

Baked potatoes

Hot dogs

Crocs

And a beer

He goes to sleep alone

Writing letters to god

He reads a chapter

Kisses his dog goodnight

He cuddles with his pillow

Closes his eyes

He never stops dreaming

He wants to start seeing

His dreams are black

He wishes they were longer

He wakes in the morning

Wishing he could keep sleeping

In peace 

With his father

A cigarette in the car

A cigarette down the road

Another at work

And when his favorite song is playing

When a dirty thought crosses his mind

And one before bed

The romance is in his head

Music, love, his dog, siblings

His best friend is afar

His neighbors are enemies

He lets the Mosquitos feast

They are the only ones that notice him

His life is not perfect

Far from it

But the way that someone sees it

Wishing it was theirs

The way they describe it

Movie..

Apologies

Something's been bothering me

Every single day

Every hour

Minute

Second

Everywhere 

A burden

Heavy

It's lead me to realize

I've done a great deal of mistakes

Watched mistakes been made

And I never even tried to prevent it

I'm sorry

For the accident I caused

That white lie

I could've stopped you

it wasn't my business

But it really was...

I watched you fall 

But my friends were too cool

And I wanted to be cool too

I let you slip

But I didn't care enough

To tell you "watch your step"

Im sorry I didn't warn you

There was a trap behind that door

I had no idea

That's why I made you go first

But now I lament the day

I let you lead the way

I apologize in advance

For the mistakes that made it through

The dirty words I said

That made you hate yourself

How was I supposed to know

The butterfly effect, could go so far...

Do

An urge

A feeling

From the gut

Bleeding

He wants something

Without stealing

Jump from a plane

Forget the parachute

Running from an alligator

In a straight line

He stares at the light

Until he goes blind

Eyes burnt

Mind dying

Powerage

Overpowered

He wants to be alone

But he's lying

When life is hard

You have to change

Walk down the street

Naked, in chains

The neighbors are asleep

The owls are awake

He wonders about death

When will it come

Can he make it come sooner?

Smoking 3 cigarettes

At the same time

His heart aches

A tree branch crushes him

Falls on his head

That's not enough

He's gotta get up

What to do

When your soul isn't enough